I have cried tears of joy and tears of pain
I have died deaths of love and deaths of pain
I have lost my life and regained it, all in the blink of the fastest eye
I have lived as human and also existed as merely a piece of body
I have chewed my cheek and bit my tongue in efforts to quiet myself and I have drowned myself out in the constant noise of the fabricated truths of our reality
I have been used and forsaken and I have been rediscovered and cleaned until I was as shiny as the three little porcelain dolls that sit on my grandfather’s living room table
I have been rejected by humanity, and I have had to become nonhuman and slip through tight-closed doors to prove my humanity
I have lived a lie and doubted my ability to be and I have wondered and wondered about what being human is
I have given up my existence and have lived in my mind, a place that deeply hates me and rejects me as if I was nothing but a piece of rag
I have fought for my life only for me to give it up just to feel and to be
I have surrendered to the power of my in-existence and I have suffered the pain of life.
hi people! How are you doing? I really hope you are doing ok!
thank you for reading this poem today:)