No title#1(a poem)

sometimes, I just sit and stare

lost in those thoughts that constantly cloud my head

wondering about what is to be and what will come

just pondering on life and its meaning.


hi:)) I really hope you’re doing ok!

For me, I’m pretty alright. Thank you for reading ✨

byee🤍✨🍓🌻

restless(a poem)

i want to go back to the days when breathing wasn’t so hard for me

when fear wasn’t the constant thing on my mind

when my head wasn’t a like a wall full of writings and imprints

when i felt even the littlest of peace

when my heart was calm and full of tranquility;

those days when sleep wasn’t the hardest thing

when life wasn’t a constant punch in the face

when i didn’t have to roll all around the bed, trying to find sleep

those days when i wasn’t restless,

and endlessly searching for stillness.


hiiiiiii:)) how are you doing?! I really hope you are doing okay!

For me, I am pretty alright. Just counting down to summer;)

byee and thank you for reading!

*don’t forget that it’s okay to ask for help. love you:)

A bird( a poem)

there’s a bird in my ear

singing lullabies and echoing sweet melodies

pulling and pushing me in and out of the state of stillness

closely watching me as I slip in and out of nothingness

as I transcend and become all I imagine I will be.

there’s a bird in my ear

slowly singing and humming peaceful haikus in my ears

turning those beautiful sweetnesses into bitter truths

pushing deep and plunging me further and further

into the life in which I peacefully withdraw to,

into the world, where I am nothing but pieces of skin and flesh.


hi all:)) how are you doing?! I really really hope you are doing okay!

As for me, I am pretty good. I am just so thankful to God for all He does. I just wanted to write something, and that’s what you are seeing in this post.

byee. thanks for reading.

*please don’t forget that God loves you forever!

Some intriguing book quotes..

hi! How are you doing? I really hope all is well with you!

For me, I am pretty good. It’s been quite busy but I am pushing through with God’s help.

In today’s post, I am just going to share with you some of intriguing book quotes from some books I have read this year! I am not going to provide explanations at all, I just want you guys to see them.

Okay, here they are;

1)”..the only time when I heard people talk about depression was when they were using it as a synonym for sadness, and so I never thought of it as a disease..”

2)”All of this work trying to get to the bottom of the thing that had no bottom: he relapsed just fourteen hours after leaving rehab.”

3)”A hectic painting on what was once a pure white canvas.”

4)”Maybe we slip in and out of alternate worlds through our minds and our imaginations, picking up scar tissue from other dimensions.”

5)”I put my head down, suddenly tired. I know I should say something to make her feel better, but I can’t manage it. In fact, I’m angry at her. Shouldn’t she be able to take care of us? Isn’t that what adults are supposed to do? Take care of their kids? Shield them from stuff? Pay bills?”

6)”I don’t know if you are happy, I never asked.”

7)”Our hands empty except for our hands.”

8)”He grabbed my shoulders and spun me to face him..”look at me when I’m talking to you.”..He was only nine but had already mastered the dialect of damaged American fathers.”

yeah. that’s about it. Let me know which quote is more intriguing to you.

thanks for reading..

bye:))

How do you become?

hi! How are you doing? I really hope you are doing ok?! If you’re not, I pray that things will become so much better very soon;)

For me, so much has been going on. I have felt so many emotions in the past few months and it has not been easy. But really, I have been well!

Let’s get into today’s post..

I have opened my WordPress account so many times in the past months, desperate to write something, to become that amazing and consistent writer I have always dreamed of. I have tried to think and think of what I can write so that I can get back to becoming that person I hope to become. All my attempts have failed and as much as I have tried to start writing again, I have not been able to. Now, I feel like I have “failed” myself and I can’t become that great writer that I have always envisioned myself being.

It feels like writing has failed me. Or maybe I have failed writing. I don’t know, maybe I am thinking too deep about it. Who knows?

However, something I know is that I like writing, so I am going to keep writing. Although, things get very hard sometimes, I am going to persevere and keep going.


That’s it. This post is supposed to be my come-back post on the blog. So, I am back on the blog and I will keep writing. Thank you so much to everyone who reads my posts, likes them, and also leaves nice comments on them.

Thank you for reading. I will see you in my next post!

byee:))

*Don’t forget that God loves you forever!

But then I died..(a poem)

I used to love to read and write and eat and sleep

I used to love to dance and sing and run and laugh

I used to love the way reading made the feel. The way I loved movies so much

I used to love the smell of food and even better, the taste of it

I used to love how I loved to speak and argue until everyone heard me and understood me

I used to love everything I used to be and everything I dreamed to be.

But then I died

I couldn’t eat or sleep or dance or sing or run or laugh anymore

I couldn’t be what I’ve always wanted and all I’ve always wanted to be

I couldn’t see my very innocent sister’s smile when she asked me very dumb questions

I couldn’t see the way my mom cooked and cooked until she was covered in sweat and the pain that constantly hung around her

I couldn’t see the way my tired and ever hopeful dad always looked at me with pride anytime he saw my grades

I couldn’t be anymore.

Then I died and after I did

My dreams died with me

My love died with me

My loneliness died with me

My strength and weakness died with me

The voices in my head died with me

The marks I decorated my skin with died with me

The ugly thoughts I always thought about myself died with me

My happiness and sadness died with me

I died with me.


hi people! How’re you doing?! I really hope you’re doing ok!

For me, I’m pretty good. I just wanted to share this poem with you:)

thank you for reading!

byee:))

*don’t forget that God loves you forever and that you’re so worthy🤍🌻

You are (really) never alone.

hi! How are you?! I really hope you are doing okay! If you are not, please don’t stop trusting in God and keep being patient. All will be well very soon:))

How am I doing? I am alright actually. I have been busy with school and extra-curriculars as always. I am just very glad that you are here reading this blogpost today;)

Let’s move on to today’s pretty interesting post..

A lot of times, maybe very frequently, there is thought that sneaks its way into our heads and it sometimes lingers in there for a while.

And that thought is, “I am (so) alone”.

“I have no one with me”. “I am all by myself in this world”. “No one cares for me”. “No one cares about me”. “I am just so alone”.

All different variations of the “I am so alone” thought just come to our heads especially at times when we are not feeling our best. At times when things aren’t just going well or maybe it could come when everything is going so well and all of a sudden, you are pushed into this deep dark hole trying to confront this thought and trying to fight it.

Whatever the case, however it comes to you, I just want to tell you that you really are never alone. It might seem so hard to believe but it is true. I mean there other 6,999,999,999 people around you, so yeah, technically you are not alone in this world. Right?(this is all jokes by the way).

Being on TikTok for a while has also helped me to understand that I am really, and also you, are not alone. Let me explain myself. So, you are going through something and you feel like you are the only one going through this thing or that you wouldn’t survive from this problem or whatever but then, you go on TikTok and you see someone else going through that same exact thing you are going through. This helps you to see and understand that in that particular problem you are never alone and this really applies to so many other things.

Like they always say, “there’s nothing you are going through in this life that someone else hasn’t gone through” and another one, “there’s nothing new under the sun”. So yeah in regards to this, whatever you are going through or thinking to yourself, you are not alone and never alone because someone has either gone through it or someone is going through it right now like you are.

It’s an interesting thought or perspective but that’s not the point of this post though.

I want to tell you that you are never alone because you always have Christ with you. You always have him by your side even when things look and feel extremely bad.

It is so easy to forget that we have God when things are not going well for us and when we are in some type of problem or issue. It is so easy to forget to keep trusting God when things aren’t looking good. It is so easy to forget that you are not alone in this walk; in these bad times, in these challenging times.

There’s one Bible verse that comes to mind while writing this. It is Deuteronomy 31 vs 6. It says,” Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.” Let’s break it down.

Be strong and courageous: Do not fear, do not worry, do not tremble, do not be scared, be bold, be strong..

Do not be afraid or terrified because of them: What is that problem or that issue or that thing that’s causing you to worry? Don’t be afraid because of them! Don’t let them scare you!

For the Lord your God goes with you: The Lord your God is with you, He stays with you, He is going with you, He is by your side, He is holding your hand!

He will never leave you nor forsake you: “Never” is the key word here! God will NEVER leave you. He will NEVER abandon you. He will NEVER leave you to be alone all by yourself. He is with you and He sticks with you.

This Bible verse is a powerful one. From it and so many other verses in the Bible, you see and understand that you are really never alone because God is always by your side. He never leaves you to be by yourself.

So, there is no need to fret and fight yourself and let yourself be dragged down a deep dark hole struggling with these “You are alone” thoughts because you are not and never will be. You are God’s child and His beloved and He loves you deeply, so you have to always trust that you are never alone, no matter the situation.

So say to yourself everyday and repeat to yourself everyday that you are not alone. That you will always have God by your side. That no matter what you’re going through, you have God by your side. Say it and say it to yourself and let yourself believe it because it’s true!


So, that’s it for this post. Thank you for reading! I pray that God will help us to see and realize that we are never alone in Jesus name. Amen!

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-This picture just looked so fascinating and I wanted to share with y’all.

byee people!

*don’t forget that God loves you forever and that no matter how much this thought comes into your head, you are never alone and you are never going to be alone.