A little less(a poem)

I talk to myself a lot

Constantly lost in the fullness of my own being

Sometimes when I’m in a room full of people,

I’m really in my head full of voices.

I talk to myself a lot

Because I can’t talk to others

I’ve tried and tried

This friendship thing but it never works

Maybe I’m better off just being friends with myself

Lost in the false reality I create in my head.


Hi everyone! Happy new month! How’re you doing?! I really hope you’re doing okay!

Here’s a poem from me to start off the new month! I’ll see you in my next post:))

byee!

*don’t that God loves you forever and that you should always be very kind to yourself!

Leaving you with this today🤍🌻

Girl with the yellow dress(a poem)

Yellow was the dress she wore

Yellow which represents joy and so much more

She was so bright and not a bore

She said two words to me or maybe four

She stayed until all I saw was just a blur

Yellow really was the dress she wore.


hi! How are you? I really hope you are doing ok!

I don’t even know what this post is, I just wanted to write something; this was the only thing that came out. Thank you for reading either way.

byee:))

*don’t forget that God loves you forever.

Beautiful Boy(a poem)

My beautiful beautiful boy

My boy with eyes so brown, they remind me of earth, of life, of hope, of being

My boy with hair so curly, they remind me of waves, of water, of joy, of freedom

My boy with very sad eyes and very thin body

My boy who is so lost and helpless

My boy who is too sick, tired, and in pain

My boy who I try to help but can’t

My boy that brings a smile to my face every time he smiles

My boy who rarely smiles these days and holds so much pain in his eyes

My boy who pushes me away because he doesn’t know he needs help

My beautiful boy who is alive but has been dead for a while now

My beautiful beautiful boy who I don’t know how to help anymore.


hi! How’re you? I hope you’re doing okay! If you’re not, I pray that God will calm you and visit you. Amen!

Here’s another poem from me because why not!

I’ll see y’all later. Thank you for reading!

bye once again.

*don’t forget that God loves you forever and that whatever you’re going through right now, with God by your side always, you’ll get through it.

Poetry(a poem)

Poetry is more than ink on paper

It’s more than complex words and simple meanings

It’s the wool that wraps around me in the cold

It’s the tears that warm up my eyes in the dark

It’s the smile I hold back when I laugh

It’s the love that doesn’t feel draining

It’s the socks that keep my feet warm at night

It’s the bitterness in the coffee that I punish myself with

It’s the eyes that look back at me in the mirror

It’s the voices that seem deafening in my head

It’s the choices that I have to make

It’s the feelings I don’t want to feel

It’s the song that keeps playing over and over in my head

It’s the monsters that I feel under my bed

It’s the thoughts I don’t want to think

It’s the anger that I suppress down with a laugh

It’s the sadness I wash away with wine

It’s the eye bags that never leave my face

It’s the stripes that mark my body

It’s the scars imprinted in my being

It’s the folds that form when I’m me

It’s the good and bad and all in between

It’s the escape that reality is afraid of

Surely, poetry is more than ink on paper

It’s more than complex words and simple meanings.


Hi! How’re you?? I really hope you’re doing alright!

I just wanted to write something and that’s it. Thanks for reading..

byee y’all

*don’t forget that God loves you forever and that you’re strong, beautiful, talented, and all the good things in the world.

The Dance(a poem)

I wake up with a smile

With the feeling of positivity and cheer

The dance has stopped..

I get to work and waste no time

I plan my day and I am ready to go

I smile widely and brightly

Feeling the best I have ever felt

The dance still has stopped..

Then, I wake again

Awoken by the feeling of negativity and regret

The dance has resumed..

I am held back by the voices in my head

And I find it so hard to get up and get going

I just want to bury myself deep in my head

And disappear with the dreams I felt I had

The dance is still going..


Hii people! How are you doing today?! I hope all is well. If it’s not, I pray that God will keep holding you up in Jesus name! Amen.

Remember, God loves you forever:))

byee y’all

Some days rain; Some days no rain(a poem)

I know I am dying and I feel death at the tip of my finger,

On the top of my eyelids and on the scars that mark up my body

Not complete death of me but death of parts that make up me

It really feels like I am slowly dying but what do I call this?

A funk, a rut or maybe it has fully progressed into depression

Some days, I am bursting with hope

Like a farmer during raining season

On days like this, I feel on top of world and above my problems

And that nothing can stop my lips from crawling into a smile

I feel fulfilled, and full with purpose and direction.

But some days, I am left to burning with hopelessness

Like a farmer during a tough season of drought

On days like that, I am completely lost in the absence of my reality

Buried deep in my pile of rubbish;

Characterised by the feeling of loss of direction and purpose

Yes, those are the days when it dawns on me that I am dying

Dying slowly maybe not shortly

I am losing air and slowly but shortly,

I am forgetting how to breathe.


Hi people! How are you doing?! I really hope that you are okay and doing alright! Please don’t forget to always try to keep your head up high and don’t ever stop trusting in God! He is always there for you:)

I know, it’s been a while since I have posted something on here and honestly, I have been going through IT! I am trying to sort things out and trying to get back here on my blog, it has not been easy but I’ll be back by God’s grace.

As always, thank you for reading! I will see you in my next blogpost:))

Photo by Daria Shevtsova on Pexels.com

Take care and please do not forget that God loves you forever and I am always here rooting for you!!

Stuck(a poem)

I’m stuck in this maze called my mind

I keep going back and forth

And it’s all in my head

I’m unstable and mazed

Struck by the disorientation of my mind

Unfazed by the world outside of me

I’m stuck in this body

That I don’t even recognize

Everyday, I have to knock and wait for an answer

Before I get in

I’m stuck in this life that I live

Unable to transform into the persona I admire

I’m constantly ran over by the chaos of reality

Still can’t fathom how I even got here

I’m stuck; stuck in all I am


Hii people! How’re you doing?! I really hope you’re trying to keep your head up high no matter what’s happening in your life. Remember, I’m always rooting for you🤍🤍

Today is Saturday, and a new post was supposed to be up yesterday. I had something planned for yesterday but I didn’t put it out because of the doubt that constantly lingers in my mind. Anyway, here’s a poem for today.

I’ll talk to you guys later. Bye🙃🙃

I came across this picture on an Instagram page @relationships.usa. I just really liked it😛

Love you all always🤗🤗