Some days rain; Some days no rain(a poem)

I know I am dying and I feel death at the tip of my finger,

On the top of my eyelids and on the scars that mark up my body

Not complete death of me but death of parts that make up me

It really feels like I am slowly dying but what do I call this?

A funk, a rut or maybe it has fully progressed into depression

Some days, I am bursting with hope

Like a farmer during raining season

On days like this, I feel on top of world and above my problems

And that nothing can stop my lips from crawling into a smile

I feel fulfilled, and full with purpose and direction.

But some days, I am left to burning with hopelessness

Like a farmer during a tough season of drought

On days like that, I am completely lost in the absence of my reality

Buried deep in my pile of rubbish;

Characterised by the feeling of loss of direction and purpose

Yes, those are the days when it dawns on me that I am dying

Dying slowly maybe not shortly

I am losing air and slowly but shortly,

I am forgetting how to breathe.


Hi people! How are you doing?! I really hope that you are okay and doing alright! Please don’t forget to always try to keep your head up high and don’t ever stop trusting in God! He is always there for you:)

I know, it’s been a while since I have posted something on here and honestly, I have been going through IT! I am trying to sort things out and trying to get back here on my blog, it has not been easy but I’ll be back by God’s grace.

As always, thank you for reading! I will see you in my next blogpost:))

Photo by Daria Shevtsova on Pexels.com

Take care and please do not forget that God loves you forever and I am always here rooting for you!!

Stuck(a poem)

I’m stuck in this maze called my mind

I keep going back and forth

And it’s all in my head

I’m unstable and mazed

Struck by the disorientation of my mind

Unfazed by the world outside of me

I’m stuck in this body

That I don’t even recognize

Everyday, I have to knock and wait for an answer

Before I get in

I’m stuck in this life that I live

Unable to transform into the persona I admire

I’m constantly ran over by the chaos of reality

Still can’t fathom how I even got here

I’m stuck; stuck in all I am


Hii people! How’re you doing?! I really hope you’re trying to keep your head up high no matter what’s happening in your life. Remember, I’m always rooting for you🤍🤍

Today is Saturday, and a new post was supposed to be up yesterday. I had something planned for yesterday but I didn’t put it out because of the doubt that constantly lingers in my mind. Anyway, here’s a poem for today.

I’ll talk to you guys later. Bye🙃🙃

I came across this picture on an Instagram page @relationships.usa. I just really liked it😛

Love you all always🤗🤗

Disconnected..(a poem)

I home disconnection

I embody disorientation

I breathe the air of multiple souls in one body

I transform and become what I don’t know

I slip and slip until I can no longer be seen

I crave space and loneliness

I am fascinated by the energy of the souls living in me

I am who I am at the moment

An imagination of my disconnection


Hii y’all! How’re you?? I really hope you are doing okay!🤍🤍

I just wanted to write something. So here’s what I came up with. Happy Holidays y’all 💃🏽💃🏽

byee🙃🤪

Love you all always 🤗🤗

I feel like..(a poem)

I feel like a museum, a collection of everything I’ve seen and heard

I feel like a book filled with so many stories from the people I’ve encountered

I feel like a journal that collects everything and anything

I don’t feel like a singular person who knows what they’re doing

I don’t know what and who I’m supposed to be

I feel like there’s multiple people in one body

Souls tied together, minds all drawn apart, all in one body

My body, the body of so many people, personalities, and lives from all over.


Hii! I just felt like writing something and posting it. So here’s another poem from me!

Bye y’all 🙃🙃

Love you all always 🤗🤗

Meaningless..(a poem)

Rustic lines, faded blue

Yellow skies, bloody red

Unforgivable pain, dirty souls

Dried up tears, crushed bones

Painful love, intelligent fools

Forgotten memories, daring scares

Temporary rhythm, permanent scars

Tattered skin, noisy melody

Unreasonable reasons, truthful lies

Paradoxical meanings, quiet noise


Hi y’all! How’re you doing? I hope you’re doing okay?!🤍🤍

Sometimes I write jargons just like today’s poem. Words just came out from nowhere through my hand onto this blogpost.. Also, I’ve been very lazy, hence why I’ve just been posting poems but I’ll be back on my grind very soon!

This image just seemed nice and it exuded peace. bye y’all 🙃🙃

Love you all always, even on days when my writing feels like jargons🤗🤗

Some days..(a poem)

Some days, I feel so great

And some days, I am a big mess

Like a hopeless person just waiting to be hit by a car

Or like a lifeless little doll

The voices in my head are so loud

And I feel like I can see the unseen

I feel numb to all the pain yet a part of me still shudders at every moment

I can’t even cry because I am numb

And resistant to those tears because my eyes are all dried up from the nights I’ve spent crying instead of sleeping

And on those days when I am a mess,

I can’t move or be or even live

I can only try to exist.


Hi everyone! How’re you? I really hope you’re doing fine 🤍🙂

Here’s a picture I took and edited myself! Bye y’all 🙃

Love you all always, even on days when I don’t feel so good🤗🤗

I am weird..(a poem)

Sometimes, I find it so difficult to sleep

And it’s not insomnia,

It’s those voices that are always so loud in my head

Those voices that tell me different things

That I know are not true but a part of me strongly wants to believe

I am so confused and always in a state of disorientation,

I am so lost and always feeling in my heart, adriftness

Sometimes, I also feel very strange living in this turbulent world;

And I sometime wonder if I’m truly human

Yes, I know I’m pretty weird but it’s just that I cannot control it

I am trying; trying so hard but

My hands are tied and my eyes are covered

I am so lost in this state of bewilderment..


Hii!! Welcome to December! How’re you doing? I really hope you’re all doing okay🙂🤍

I thought to start December off with a poem.. Leave a comment and let me know your interpretations of this poem.

This photo just seemed so nice.. bye y’all 🙃

Love you all always 🤗🤗